Hi viewers, its been so long since i last update my blog.. honestly last i update is on January. And look, now is already December. Merry christmas everyone! Best part im on leave for a week + 2 days..yeeehaaaaa.. really wan to rest n spent most of my time with my love ones. Time really do past  by very fast. Next week is a brand new year~2015. It will be also a brand new life for me as im going to embark a new journey of my life. Soon im going to b someones wife. Unexpected, but its d truth. Mungkin sudah jodoh, in shaa allah.. mum give alot of good advice n tips. I really appreciate her. My dad is very excited n plan most of the things together as a family. Soon i will update on my wedding preparation n updates. In shaa allah. Happy New Year and type again soon. Assalamualaikum

Updates of me

Work

Hey there viewers, its been so long since i last updated this blog. Kinda miss blogging anyways. Been busy with work lately. So far my work is very good + busy i shall say. Handle with kids is not as easy job huh? I believe every job have its ups and down and obstacle and challenges too. As for me, alot of material work to do. Handle with kids is one case but need to handle with parents too. Since i handling younger as group, as young as 1 year old or few month babies i shall whose depend on mummy/ daddy alot. Throughout my experience, i have an interesting journey in these job i shall say. Not only that, bad moment too.  As im working in these industry. i cant afford to get sick easily. As no such thing as relieve teacher or back up. Since i'm the only teachers in my own class, i play a responsibility to take care of my own class. Hmm, been sick recently and lose my voice recently and its really a no joke for me. I pray so hard that i didn't want to do a make up class. As i have done before and its a 'Nightmare' for me i shall say. Ugh. Speaking of the bad part, i do love my work(beside paperwork and material), i love my children very much. They are so CUTE and Adorable babies which i can really see can get from their parent good genes.

I handle different type of kids, (noisy, crybaby, naughty, rude, cute, cheeky and many more)

They are still kid by the way. They didn't know a thing. That why we as teacher play a bigger role to discipline them. But i didn't mean scold or beat them. I didn't have heart to even scold them. I feel there's more for me to learn to handle this kids. As time goes by, i see improvement in them. All i wish for as a teacher is to see my student to learn as much as they with so much love from their parents.

I believe that kids nowadays need to be showered with love in order to learn in peace. But must depend too. If rude kids cannot give so much chance to them. I mean the good. But for me, All kids a good. If we shower and teach them in the right way, i believe all the kids can be excellent. And i do believe parent play a BIGGER role in this school. If the parent is calm and love, the kids can do better. If the parent teach the kids for sake or using force or cursing words, the kids will did the same too and will not learn. That what i learn so far in this school.

Its not only teach the kids in learning the right way, but it also teach me too that learning is not alot about for the sake of it, but its with the heart and willing to learn. I can really see how the kids brought up the kids. If the parents brought the kids in a good and clam way, it makes learning easy. But the parent teach the kids by forcing and scloding, the kids will not learn a thing. 

Time flies very fast and its almost a year i in teaching industry. Who knows that i could be a teacher. Maybe my mum dream come true. I am a teacher after all even though its like pre-school. But what piss me off that most people mistook me as a childcare teacher where i have to take care of the kids and bath, feed and make sleep. Oh hell NO!

My job is way better than that. Based to fact i'm a BRAIN STIMULATION instructor where its true i'm teaching and focus on Right and Left Brain activities. Even at first i cant believe in my job scope but its the through. I didnt know should be proud of my job or not. But sometime people really didn't understand and i sometime having a hard time to explain people. Have to be in detail and how my job is done. I don't even dare to say hey i am a Brain Stimulation Instructor which people prolly will not understand. But its alright. Even me at first didn't understand too. But i enjoy my journey in work for now. Despite the management is quite bad like most colleague say and most people leaving in these company.

I pray to god that let me stay strong in these industry as i do believe every job have its own challenges. Let me try to overcome this challenge slowly. May god be with me always. Amin.

And for now, let me show you some of my kids. My cuter kids <3 Enjoy

Bella Signora

~ La Diva ~

Spice Girls

Who didn't know them  A British pop girl group. With their famous hit song "Wannabe", in 1996, which hit number one in more than 30 countries and also was established as a global phenomenon.

But today i'm not talking about spice girls. It will be about this group of beautiful girls here. *Nope, they are not the next 'Spice Girls'.

This beautiful girls here is whom i know in Rp. And I am so bless to get to know them. Many rumor's say they are so arrogant and not friendly. And they choose people who to talk to. At first, i always thought like that till this one semester! I get to be with 2 of the girls. Wani & Fazi. The first day of school, as i go in the class, and BAM! I saw wani in the class and i was shittttttt! We in the same class, * please pray hard im not the same team as them. I was so shy to talk to them. They are so pretty, i swear i didnt dare to even tlak to any one of them. Till this one time, i'm in the same team with wani. The one in the middle - the bangs! I didnt know how to start the convo, until she as me some question in the worksheet. *gulp, baik tanya soalan yang aku pun tak tahu! And fazi was there too but in diff team, she will always come to my team due to wani. Hahas. I think starting from there, the babystep of us getting know each other start. As each week, i get to know them better. In fact, i'm getting to comfortable with them. And i can really prove people wrong that they are not what people think at all -ARROGANT! No, in fact they are nice people. Nicest that i have ever seen. And they have great personality. At that point of time, that where i get to know the rest of them. 'Fadi' always drop by our class then followed by shuu and lizz. They all are so friendly!! plus prettyyyyy n still friendllyyyy n ok i should stop! Each of them have a different unique personality! Just like 'Spice Girls'

<3 Shuu ~ Fadi ~ Wani ~ Fazi ~ Lizz <3
Why i relate them as spice it because each of them have their own characteristic and also not to forget style of fashion too. Love their style of fashion * Two thumbs up!

~Spice Girls ~

Below are the event that i get to spend with them. First off, Shuu surprise birthday celebration.

Meet Lizz at the airport!

Gorgeous ladies - Lizz, mirah, fadi, wani, fazi, shuu(bday girls)

I miss these time so much, * fazi hugging me(*i miss her)- Fadi posing maut.

Delicious cupcakes. Drooolingggg

Aww i miss these moment, without fail i always make them laugh, coincidentally. *Really i swear. Above two picture are the random picture i take. The three ladies, caught funny moment of me while i'm taking picture. I didn't realize actually until this picture was already taken. See their happy laugh and smile. I will always miss all of you. Every moment and time that i get to spend time with you girls, although having time, i really appreciate it. Thank you girls for creating this good memory for me.


Always pretty * i love this shot!

Them <3

   ~ Raya with the beautiful Girls ~

Representing ~ me, julaika, fazi, fadi, fika, wani. Hari raya outing with them. Awesome day ever. See how pretty and cololurful they are <3

This was taken at fika house ~ we ate pizza, bee hoon and many more!

See fazi signature poses! hehe Jambu!

This was taken at fazi big house! Tengok cite hantu katekan. Which really not my favourite at all. Sape duduk sebelah nasiblaa.. Hahas. See how i scared i can be. Sampai terjerit.
Me: *Screaming and cursing
Wani: *Myra, jangan pekik2 n maki2, tak bagus. nie rumah orang.
Me: ouhh.. sorry2 *malu face!

This was at wani house! i love wani and fazi house sooooooooooo much. It was so comfortable and i feel like home. Really!! With a great hospitality~ their mum and good food not to forget. Especially wani mum, how they treat us like their own daughter. Weeee bestnya * cakap dalam hati. It was really a great moment, although i keep it to myself ~ when i get back home, i tell everything A-Z on how i had so much fun with them. And i really appreciate their hard work and cooking and everything. I feel so sad they didnt get to come my house and experience it. Sedih betul rasa di hati, hanya tuhan saja yang tahu. Walaupun dorang tidak kisah dan paham my keadaan, i do feel sad n not fair. I'm sorry girls. Insyallah one day you girls will get to come my house n i can bake for u girls something. * pinky promise from me? :)

Below a few beautiful shot take been taken from wani mum. Love the shot. Dapat bawak balik souvenior lagy. Each girl dapat bawak balik satu gambar buat kenangan. happynya I. No words can descrbe my expression.

~ Flyyyyy kisses

Model pose

Gangnam style pose! hahs

What i wanna say here.is, i really love being there for you girls. Each moment, days, hours that i get to spent time with you girls, really make my days. i couldnt ask for more, infact what i have now im trully bless, The great few moment that i get to spend time is wani, fazi and fadi. This three girls that i get to spend most of the time, due to same classes. So from there, i somewhat know u girls better.

Wani- did you still remember we in the same team, how we first talk and how we get close, i really thought you very sombong and will not talk  to me, but i was totally wrong. I remember we watch video together- miiko, and many more. U even got share problem with me and even willing to share some of your secret to me. I trully appreciate it wani. Really. Fazianah- you are the most cheerful girl i have found, u smile can really make people days, your friendliness can make people very comfortable to be friend with you. You and wani have introduce me your other three friend. Did you girls still remember this funny moment where i jatuh dekat kerusi? How drama mama i was! But seriously, that me, i never fake it! hahas. yet dah jatuh sempat naik balik and duduk then u girls still finding and then u girls laugh! How epic moment kn that be. And i bet theres more right? remember we got sing together in class, how bad my singing is. Macam2 expression kluar. hahas. Thanks for that moment korang! :) Sayang korg!

fadi- which firstly i barely knew her, and i still couldnt believe we still close till. Fadianah- u have save my family life based on your experience and concern towards our family. Did you know how grateful we were? If you're were not there, i didnt know how our family will be like. You were there to support me. I still remember this one time where it touches my heart. Where u got say* i dun like other people treat my friend badly! * That statement really touches my heart till now, you also taught me as to let go and dun hold grudges on people. Let people mistreated you, but u dun do the same as what they have did. We even went karaoke together remember?? How great time was spend, i still remember you very shy to sing with me. As in singing alone, u like to together. When it is your turn, u sing for few second and suddenly your pitch getting lower n lower till i cannot hear anything. How funny of you. I also appreacite you willing to share your problems with me. Hey, i really do appreciate it u know? Everytime if you got problem, just remember i will be here for you. Promise?

Lizz and wani
Lastly bring forward lizz and shuu - although we didnt get a chance to spent most of the time, i do appreciate know both of you. Both of you were so friendly and pretty too. Lizz - how i still remember the moment i saw you at airport ~ we hug to tightly and we hold hand walk like a happy primary school kids. hehe. U so adorable and pretty mashallah! Please keep it that way. Cheerful as always.

Shuu- you were gorgeous. From the first time i saw till now, u fashion sense sumpah tak bole kalah. Everyday, the fasion style always chance. From top to bottom. Love it. You can be the next victoria beckham i swear. And the best part is, eventhough you're are fashionable, you clever at finding lobang on all these design clothe at affordable price. Love it!

Graduating in RP

Republic Polytechnic

Who would have thought with the grade of my O level i get into RP. Alhamdulilah, i feel so blessed that i get into RP. Many people ask me, is RP your first choice, and yup, it is my first choice. eeee why choose rp, not good ler. Like so boring, everyday the same sumore so relax. I just smile and say in my heart. *I should be lucky that i can still go to RP. If not my point should be Nursing. *Confirm plus chop! During my secondary school day, my bus always drive pass RP campus, and i always say to myself, i always wanted to study in Rp and atlast here i am.

Can you guys believe i'm graduating soon. How time flies so fast. I feel that just yesterday i enrol in Rp. I still remember how i first enrol in rp. My parent where there to accompany me, register and take a photo. Apply Mendaki and so on. Still remember how my 1st year in rp. Despite all new to me, new laptop, friends, environment and study procedure. But everything went smoothly alhamdulilah.

This some of the few photo of my class Year 1 sem 1. Went for Hiphop IG boot camp, i didnt know what im thinking at that point of time. Hahs, N below it is my classmate bday celebration.

Year 1 sem 2

 Vincent bday

Chanel cupcake from Joey

Shan shan, Joey and maisarah at swensen

The three of us

Maisarah and malah baby!

Year 2 Sem 1

mabel, grace,myra,syazie,me

Year 2 sem 2

THE GORGEOUS LADIES!

Shuuella, fazianah, lizz, hadzwani, myra, fadianah

Year 3(final lap)

FYP II

immy, ann, zakiah me

Through out this whole journey in RP, i have learnt a lot of things. I get went through ups and downs and not to forget, i get to meet alot of new people in RP. As u guys know, every semester, change class-new classmate. So the above picture that i post from year 1 till year current is the awesome people that i met. Be it short or tall, fair or dark. Different people have different personality. And this are the awesome people that have made a great impact in my life. And i'm so blessed to get to know them. So currently,i'm just left with final exam. UT3. Thank god fyp is over but not the result. I'm kinda scared on what i gonna do after this. And that will be working life. 

Obviously working life is way different than school. School is much more fun than working life. School is where we can go crazy with friends, make jokes, partial, go outing etc. But as for work? 

SERIOUS MODE TURN ON!

 But no matter what, everybody have to go through all this sooner or later right? And i have to be prepared for it! Its time for me to support my parent right now. They need me. But no matter what, i will miss this bunch of people above! They do mean something for me. They somehow are like family to me. Each person that i know have made a learning point for me. As i get to know more of their characteristic and their life, it makes me understand them even better and help them in any ways i can. I really appreciate whatever they did for me despite a little thing too. Making me laugh, smile etc. N i hope same goes to them too. I just wanna wish all the best to them. Hope everybody get to graduate soon and excel in their studies. Be it going to university or work life, i will always remember all of you! <3 <3

Doa seorang ibu.

Ibu

 

Ibu ibu

Engkaulah ratu hatiku

Bila ku berduka

Engkau hiburkan selalu

Ibu ibu

Engkaulah ratu hatiku

Tempat menyatakan kasih

Wahai ibu

Betapa tidak hanya engkaulah

Yang menyniari hidupku

Sepanjang masa engkau berkorban

Tidak putusnya bagai air lalu

Ibu ibu

Engkaulah ratu hatiku

Tempatku menyerahkan kasih

Wahai ibu

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Pengorbanan seorang ibu tidak dapat ditandingi. Kasih sayang seorang ibu hanya tuhan saja yang tahu. Saya sangat bersyukur kepada allah kerana saya dapat seorang ibu yang sangat  menyayangi keluarganya. Saya sangat menyayangi ibuku. Beliau telah banyak ajari aku tentang hidup. Aku bersyukur tuhan masih panjangkn umur ibuku dan juga tidak putus melimpah rezeki kepada ibuku. Bukan itu sahaja, beliau sangat penyayang and mengutama keluarganya dahulu daripada orang lain. Mengurus rumah tangga dengan sempurna, memastikan makan minum cukup, memastikan pakaian suami and anak2 terjaga. Walaupun kehidupan  kami sederhana, kami bersyukur dengan apa yang kami miliki sekarang. Ibu ku yang telah banyak saya pelajari. Dia telah banyak ajar ku untuk tidak menyombong dan menghina orang yang lagi miskin dari kita. Ibuku juga mengajar untuk  menolong orang yang susah dan rajin menderma. Selain itu juga, ibuku telah banyak terima ujian dari allah. Hidup beliau tidak sesenang sekarang. Macam2 liku hidup dia harus lalui. Ketekunan dan tidak berputus asa buat beliau kuat untuk lalui cabaran ini. Terus terang, tiada orang boleh jadi macam ibuku. Ibu selalu ingin melihat ku berjaya dan dia lah banyak beri galakkan. Ibuku suruh ku mengambil lesen kereta, kerana dia saya lulus. Apa yang buat ku sangat tersentuh apabila melihat ibuku berkerja kerja untuk melihat ku berjaya. Walaupun mengambil lesen kereta itu mahal, ibukku tidak kisah, dia berkerja keras hanya untuk aku belajar kereta. Alhamdulilah. Terima Ya Allah.

Ibuku selalu berpesan, *Myra, walaupun kita hidup susah macam mana pun. Ibu akan selalu jaga pakai minum kau. Kita tidak boleh tunjuk orang yang kita ni susah. Pakaian kita mesti dijaga. Tuhan tidak suruh kita jadi selekeh. Kita harus jaga kebersihan dan terampilan wanita. dari situ saya sedar, betapa pentingnya kita sebagai seorang wanita untuk menjaga personaliti kita. Menjaga kecantikan bukan hanya diluaran, tapi juga dalaman. Tingkah laku juga memainkan peranan penting. Kesopanan, beradab dan kehormatan. Jika kita tidak ada semua itu, tiada gunanya kalau kita bersusah payah untuk menjaga kecantikan kita tetapi tidak beradab.

Saya sangat bersyukur dengan apa saya ada sekarang. Nasihat ibuku buat aku berubah personaliti aku. Dari dulu saya selekeh dan tidak pandai mengemaskan diri sendiri, kini alhamdulilah saya telah banyak berubah, pakaian saya lebih kemas dan terjaga.

Mummy i will always love you! Thank you for what you have done for me!